Tag Archive | letting go

Crystal R. Cook

Letting go

of fear,

of doubt –

(again)

of what if,

what was,

and what is yet to be.

Letting go of all the

things

I’ve let grab hold of me.

(again)

Casting off the shackles

I’ve somehow bound myself within,

shedding and discarding

them like forgiven sin.

Once more, again –

the slate is cleansed

with freshly fallen tears,

of mourning,

rejoicing,

of hellos

and of goodbyes,

of memories and moments

falling from my eyes.

(again)

And lo, a new year dawns

when the last tear

is shed and wiped away,

another new beginning

ushers in a brand new day.

(again)

Crystal R. Cook

Casting Out & Letting Go

Aug28

I put my nightmare in a bottle
and I cast it out to sea,
I watched it ebb and flow
as it drifted back to me.

I filled it up with pebbles
from the sandy shore,
so certain it would sink,
I threw it out once more.

I waited and I watched
until it surfaced once again,
I snatched it from the water
and cursed it for its sin.

All the night I tossed it
into that lonesome sea,
through salty tears I prayed,
I would at last know peace

When the sun cracked the horizon,
I was spent of all my strength,
that nightmare in the bottle,
lay in the froth beside my feet.

I turned and walked away
as the tide began to grow,
it took away my nightmare,
and I did not watch it go.

My mother always told me to let go and let God, I’ve found this isn’t always easy to do. We tend to hang on to the very things we need to release, keeping ourselves bound to them.

We clutch them close and try to fix them on our own, we let them go only to take them right back. Instead of releasing them and moving forward, we nurture our pains and we feed our sorrows.

We wear our burdens like armor then ask God why we must bear the weight of them. The answer is so simple, yet so easily cast aside . . .

He is waiting for us to lay them at His feet and walk away.

Crystal R. Cook