Everything is fine.
It’s good.
In fact, perhaps, just maybe, there’s a possibility things are even great – but I cannot say for certain for my heart, my heart is beating far too fast, so very, very fast. My thoughts are swiftly swirling, swirling, swirling into a vortex, into a void – spinning fast and furious, and then faster, faster still – pulling apart with magnificent, terrifying ease, the finely woven tapestry, the tapestry of * me *. Threads of my reality are fraying, strings and strands and tendrils of . . . sanity? being swallowed by a nothingness I swear is all too real.
Silly, silly girl. I know. Everything is fine.
Tell it to my heart, it’s beating faster still.
Everything is fine. I must write the words to make them real. Words. Words. Which ones?
The right ones, the right ones of course.
Words. I must simply write the words because maybe things are great and I need do nothing more than read them to remind my beating (still too quickly) heart . . . remind my heart to tell me, tell me everything is fine.
Write the words and swallow half a little pill . . . write them, read them, once and then again, and then again once more.
The tempest quells, the words prevail – the words prevail once more.
Everything is fine.
I breathed a sigh of relief at the end. Thanks to those words for prevailing. Amazing.
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Words never fail me . . .
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This was one of the most beautiful things I have ever read, and spoke directly to my heart. Thank you, thank you, thank you for that.
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You’ve made my heart smile . . . thank you for that 🙂
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This was exquisite. And I get it.
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Thank you . . . I hope you always find the right words too –
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Keep breathing calmly, and carry on. *HUGS*
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Hugging ya right back –
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